Time marches on, and live evolves. It has been over 2 years since I have spoken
with Delana. My phone number has been
blocked on hers and Caelum’s phones (or so I assume since I go directly to
voice mail). My emails are not answered,
and I am still blocked on Facebook. I
know her address only because I work for a company that knows where everyone
lives.
The pain is no better than it was 2 years ago. I can hold back the tears more than 2 years
ago unless I am alone in my lonely bedroom.
I look at photos of the kids and wonder what they look like now. Caelum is almost 16. His voice has likely changed and he is
probably shaving. I wonder how he is
doing in school? I wonder why he quit
band ROTC and Speech.
Ruby is almost 12. I
am sure she is a beauty. She has always been
so smart. Olivia will soon be 11. I am having a problem with both of them being
that old. We missed the years they were
in England, now we are missing these years.
I sent flowers to Delana on Mothers Day. I thought it might melt her heart just a bit,
but it didn’t. I may go to my grave
never seeing my daughter and her beautiful children again.
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